... And my SiGnal fiRe will Say

YouR Not aLone

It's just like him
To wander off in the evergreen park
Slowly searching
For any sign of the ones he used to love

He says he's got nothing left to live for
(He says he's got nothing left)
And this time I think you'll know

You're not alone

There's more to this I know
You can make it out

You will live to tell

She's just like him
Spoiled rotten, confused by the lies she's been fed
She's searching for no one (but herself)
Her eyes turn to green and she seems to be happy that she is her
And this time I think you'll know

We're not alone
There is more to this i know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

(Saosin's soNg)

neEd mY 5i6naL fiRe

Signal Fire

The perfect words never crossed my mind,
Cuz there was nothin' in there but you.
I felt every ounce of me screaming out,
But the sound was trapped deep in me.
All I wanted just sped right past me,
While I was rooted fast to the earth,
I could be stuck here for a thousand years,
Without your arms to drag me out.


There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close, cuz I need you to guide me to safety.

No, I won't wait forever

In the confusion and the aftermath,
You are my signal fire.
The only resolution and the only joy,
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes.


No, I won't wait forever

(Snow Patrol's song)

welcome tO "PaNic RooM"

lagi2 udah dikejar2 utk segera buat draft proposal TA.
Sebel ni, topikku ditolak karena terbentur jurnal. (Katanya) mungkin topiknya udah ga up to date buat diteliti. Terpaksa ganti topik. Emangnya ganti topik gampang apa!! ?? Susah tau!! Mikir buat dpt insight bakal neliti apa kagak gampang.
Dan aku pun mendapat perlakuan khusus a.k.a dispensasi krn masalah ini. Sungguhpun ini bukan dispensasi yg membanggakan, MEMALUKAN!!!! Sementara tmn2ku udah pada ngumpulin draft pertama, aku masih harus nyari topik baru, hikz.....

Ya udah aj, akhirnya aku ga mau nyari topik yg aneh2 n ribet2 lg. Yg penting gampang, meskipun umum bgt dan ga sesuai kata hati.
Aku nyoba ngrangkum omongan 2 org tmnku, gini hasil rangkumanku itu (tanda koma di kutipan ini berarti batas pernyataan yg disampaikan 1 org):
"Buang dan kesampingkan proyek idealismu, sambarlah tali penyelamat terdekat!", kutambahin: "meskipun tidak sesuai kata hati". Benar2 idealisme yg mati. Kpaksa gini caranya biar lancar, krn banyak koridor2 yg membatasi langkah.

Tp ambil hikmahnya aj sih, mungkin biar aku bnyk baca kali ya, n mungkin ke depannya semua bakal lebih lancar buatku (semuanyaaa.... teriakkan AMIN......;)


Chaooo......