When it rains, well it rains
Though my heart don't feel the same
Nothing change, nothing change
Comrade I don't feel the same
With my foot to the floor
Hear my key turn in the door
Holding back what's in store
When a girl wants a little bit more

What's a girl like me to do
When she don't get a thing from you
I wanna go where you're going to
Have to do what you have to do
What's a girl supposed to try
When all you do is criticise
Pretty soon you'll realise
I can see it, I can see it in a boy's eyes

Well it rains, when it rains
Oh my heart don't feel the same
There's a sun in my sky
You don't see it, you don't even try
But you'll die, before you cry
Solitude is where you fly
You don't say this ain't right
But I see it in your eyes

What's a girl like me to do
When she don't get a thing from you
I wanna go where you're going to
Have to do what you have to do
What's a girl supposed to say
Just turn around and walk away
Pretty soon you'll realise
I can see it, I can see it in a boy's eyes

see it in a boy's eyes _jamelia

tragedi "buku-ku"

Guys, ni postingan sebenernya ga mutu2 amat.
Cm kalo ga aku salurin ntar ga baik buat kesehatan pikiran 'n hatiku (krn ktnya salah 1 cara utk menghilangkan kegundahan hati (aimakkk..., kegundahan hati) adalah dgn katarsis).

So, gini crtanya.
Bbrp minggu ni aku lg rajin2nya hunting buku ke perpus2 (hehe, sbnrnya cm perpus UGM 'n UII doank sih...).
Ada yg blh dipinjem lgsg (krn aku punya aksesnya), ada yg aku hrs minjem atas nama org lain (hehe, thx ya buat org2 yg aksesnya srg aku pake buat pinjem buku. Aku msh butuh kalian), ada yg hrs bayar buat minjem.

Nah kebetulan ni crta berkaitan ma yg hrs byr kalo mau minjem. Sbnrnya ga scr lgsg dikatakan hrs bayar sih kalo mau minjem, tp kalo pinjem hari ini hrs blk hari ini jg, cm blh dipotocopy.
Nah masalahnya ga ada potocopyan yg dkt ma lingkungan tu perpus. Kalo mau potocopy hrs ngeluarin motor dr parkiran trus cari deh tu di pinggir jln raya. Telat sehari dendanya Rp. 2.500/buku. Dendanya inilah yg aku istilahkan dgn hrs bayar.

Jadilah aku minjem tu buku hr kamis kmrn 'n hrs blk jum'at. Buku itu tebalnya 840 halaman, kebayang kan beratnya! -mana aku minjam 2 buku lg.
Ada 2 hal yg mau aku cr di buku itu.
Yg pertama, dapat.
Yg kedua, OMG!! 2 lembar a.k.a. 4 halaman buku itu telah tersobek dgn eloknya, tepat di bagian yg aku cr.

Gila ya!!, tega bgt tu org yg nyobek.
Padahal buku itu buku referensi yg kalo mau dipinjem pun ga blh sembarangan krn koleksinya terbatas, eh.. dia malah nyobek.
Ga kasian pa ma org lain yg bth. Mgkn bkn cm aku, mgkn ada banyak org yg butuh krn topik yg dia sobek itu srg dibicarain org.
Sial!!

Sbnrnya kjadian kyk gini ga cm "dialami" buku aj sih, karya ilmiah kyk skripsi 'n kawan2 jg srg ngalamin.
Di psiko mslnya, srg bgt tu alat ukur (skala/angketnya) ilang, pd disobek. Nyatet dikit apa susahnya sih, wong nyatet ga dilarang kok.

Gmn org Indonesia mau pinter nih?!;(
(terutama aku)

Ini ungkapan kekecewaan ni..
Fiuhhh....!

NB:
Jgn sobek2 buku or karya ilmiah lg ya.....

You know it only breaks my heart
To see you standing in the dark
Alone waiting there for me to come back
I'm too afraid to show

If it's coming over you
Like it's coming over me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
That drags me out to sea
I wanna be with you
If you wanna be with me
Crashing like a tidal wave
I don't want to be stranded
So baby come back to me

I can only take so much
These tears are turning me to rust
I know you're waiting there for me to come back
I'm too afraid to show

I miss you
I need you
Without you
I'm stranded
I love you
So come back
I'm not afraid to show

(stranded _jennifer paige)