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Apa yang akan kau lakukan bila kau tak lagi punya kesempatan kedua?
Apa yang akan kau lakukan bila kau tak lagi punya kesempatan kedua untuk memperbaiki sesuatu?
Apa yang akan kau lakukan bila kau tak lagi punya kesempatan kedua untuk mengatakan bahwa kau bisa dan mau?
Apa yang akan kau lakukan bila kau tak lagi punya kesempatan kedua untuk menjelaskan bahwa kau punya alasan mengapa kau melakukan sesuatu?

Apa yang akan kau lakukan bila kau tak lagi punya kesempatan kedua?
Selain menyesal yang sangat dalam.


Aku pernah punya kesempatan pertama yang harusnya ku berikan segalanya, jadi aku tak butuh kesempatan kedua.
Tapi sepertinya aku butuh kesempatan kedua itu.
Tolong berikan...

that I would be good even if I did nothing
that I would be good even if I got the thumbs down
that I would be good if I got and stayed sick
that I would be good even if I gained ten pounds

that I would be fine even if I went bankrupt
that I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth
that I would be great if I was no longer queen
that I would be grand if I was not all knowing

that I would be loved even when I numb myself
that I would be good even when I'm overwhelmed
that I would be loved even when I was fuming
that I would be good even if I was clingy

that I would be good even if I lost sanity
that I would be good whether with or without you



Aku suka lagu ini dr dulu., mgkn skitar jaman SMP pa SMA awal gitu. Bedanya, dulu cm suka lagu ini krn easy listening plus kalo pas lg liat klipnya yg versi MTV Unplugged ada bonus bs liat mas gitaris yg cakep bgt, yg duduk di sebelah kanan Alanis, berbaju coklat lengan panjang tp digulung plus dasi (wuih..., ampe hapal sgitunya;). Iya, dr dulu histeris bgt kalo liat mas yg itu, aku suka..
Tp pas udah gede kyk skrg udah ngerti isi lagunya, spertinya mendekati defense mechanism (apaan tu ya??), ato bs jd emang bentuk rasa optimis seseorang.

what hurts the most_rascal flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most was being
so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

I'm saying that loving you
That’s what I was tryin' todo